Missing You

Sitting here and my head is a mess.
Down and out under so much stress.
Thinking about what we have been through.
I'm missing you. Do you miss me too?
Crying out but you don't hear my voice.
I can't complain because I made a choice.
My decision was to get rid of you.
But I'm the one that is feeling blue.
It is amazing how some things never change.
It seeems the more things change, the more they stay the same.
You've been away for quite some time.
But you still have a lock on my mind.
I knew the things people said were not true.
I was just so tired of life with you.
At the time I did what I had to do.
But now I'm missing you.

There is just something about the love we shared.
There was never doubt about how much you cared.
I think of the times we were a family.
And I know your place in life is here with me.
Sometimes I feel I won't make it through.
I'm in so much pain. Do you feel it too?
I'm holding on to all of the memories.
They help to comfort my endless misery.
When I look around I think of where we could be.
Somewhere in love raising our family.
So now you have to do what you have to do.
To get back home because I'm missing you.

Written By: Tonya C. Lewis